Life


          At one time or another

          we all migrate to the perimeter,

          and the cold skin of our backs

          press against the slippery, outer walls

          of this living story.


          There, with side-tilted heads

          like troubled dogs, we stare down,

          skeptics in empty, ransacked bleachers

          where it occurs to us that we must be

          lost in some elaborate figment

          of our imagination

          or actors in a production of sorts,

          an improv maybe, or a modern day film noir

          all put on, pseudo-electric lighting and all,

          dressing rooms abandoned

          so that we can go make our cameo appearance

          in your dream

          hunkered over in some dimly lit alley

          you may or may not glance down

          as you walk between your car

          and the opera.


          If finally, I find, that this is,

          in fact the case,

          I'm afraid I'm going to have to excuse myself,

          and return to the sharp grace of silence:

          the empty moments,

          before my mind's eyes

          receive the morning,

          before I start dividing it

          into ornate arrays of objects,

          like fragments of colored rock

          sprinkled into my empty kaleidoscope.


          That is our heritage:

          the ever-accessible silence,

          just bring your hand to your palpitating heart,

          it's lingering there between the thuds,

          like the momentum-accruing pause,

          between winter and the upsurge of spring.


    Jamila Livergood